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<strong><span style="font-size: 180%;">Broken ...</span></strong></div>
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<span style="font-size: 130%;">Broken ...</span></div>
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Branches, flowers, pads,</div>
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limbs, petals, thorns.</div>
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Wings and feathers,</div>
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body and limbs lay decomposing</div>
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amidst the life</div>
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that goes on.</div>
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Chirping, rustling, buzzing,</div>
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rolling, crackling, straining ...</div>
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the sounds of a</div>
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neighborhood rising into</div>
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the new day.</div>
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Flapping, swatting, swishing</div>
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as I sit here wishing</div>
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I could hear Father's plan</div>
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for me today.</div>
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Seek, observe, listen</div>
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under shade or</div>
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in the sun</div>
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wondering about lessons</div>
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I am hearing,</div>
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knowing that</div>
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the Son is speaking to</div>
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ears, hearts, eyes</div>
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that are ... broken.</div>
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"Heal me" is the tune</div>
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that thinking minds assume,</div>
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but eyes can not see</div>
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ears can not hear</div>
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what is spiritually written</div>
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into the breath that is life.</div>
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growth continues to expand</div>
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seeking its path</div>
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as is ordained.</div>
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Unfurling, opening, bracing</div>
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its energy charged</div>
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its shape displaying</div>
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vitality, beauty ... tainted</div>
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by toxins unleashed</div>
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by man and nature.</div>
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Growth sporadic,</div>
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thoughts enslaved to the</div>
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pruning life bestows.</div>
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Symmetry, both beautiful</div>
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and also deformed,</div>
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as are the feathers of our</div>
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thoughts, hopes, dreams.</div>
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What does ear hear</div>
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what does eye see</div>
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that is not filtered</div>
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through experience encountered?</div>
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Broken branches, flowers, pads</div>
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with bodies decomposing</div>
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all speak to ears that</div>
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can not hear and to</div>
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eyes that can not see.</div>
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The Spirit sees</div>
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and understands, transforming</div>
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woman and man</div>
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even though</div>
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blind and deaf,</div>
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we move forward</div>
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unfurling, expanding.</div>
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Broken ...</div>
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the noise of life and thought</div>
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all speak out,</div>
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chirping, settling, flapping</div>
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swarming with excitement</div>
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hearing, smelling, interacting</div>
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gnat-like in its <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">insistency</span></div>
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<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">of doing</span> its</div>
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part of showing</div>
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God is speaking</div>
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and we all interact.</div>
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Decay, stench, odorous</div>
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smells are in</div>
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thoughts, words, deeds;</div>
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flowers, branches, trees,</div>
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thorns and thistles,</div>
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sweat of the brow.</div>
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All intertwined, broken.</div>
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Whirring, rattling, humming</div>
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shadows, silhouettes, reflections</div>
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all display patterns</div>
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that speak to our hearts.</div>
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Hearts wear their</div>
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<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">filters</span>, blinders, scars</div>
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that alter understanding,</div>
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awareness, empathy and</div>
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responses to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">brokenness</span>.</div>
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Lines, platforms, canopies,</div>
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textures, flexibility, patterns,</div>
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movement, completion, return.</div>
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Such as this</div>
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is truly written</div>
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for our eyes</div>
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to see</div>
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and our ears</div>
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to hear.</div>
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Jargon, slang, anger</div>
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shape the transformations</div>
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of our filters.</div>
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Addictions, growth, slogans,</div>
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stunted yet free ... </div>
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become our thoughts</div>
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held in captivity</div>
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by being broken.</div>
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Father, we are</div>
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free because You</div>
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have a plan</div>
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and it's written before time.</div>
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Thank You for love,</div>
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thank You for Blood.</div>
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for only through Blood</div>
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can the broken heal,</div>
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not a we share,</div>
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not as we care.</div>
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But You do.</div>
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Through life we are blessed</div>
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if only we</div>
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address that plan</div>
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that is written.</div>
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All around the</div>
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answers are here,</div>
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Your beauty divine,</div>
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Your righteousness displayed.</div>
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Live commandments given</div>
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is requirement needed;</div>
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our dull eyes,</div>
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our dull ears,</div>
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our dull hearts ...</div>
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encased in pride,</div>
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ensconced in prejudices,</div>
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<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">wrapped</span> in judgement.</div>
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What we explain,</div>
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our egos in vain</div>
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try fooling You</div>
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and the world.</div>
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Except for Blood</div>
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washing and cleansing</div>
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Your beloved creation,</div>
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we are broken.</div>
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Excuses, whining, complaining ...</div>
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"it is them, not me!"</div>
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Our folly exposed</div>
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to You, LORD, You know.</div>
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That's why in</div>
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branches, flowers, pads,</div>
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limbs, petals, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">thorns</span>,</div>
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wings, feathers decomposing;</div>
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chirping, rustling, buzzing,</div>
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rolling, crackling, whooshing,</div>
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settling, creaking, straining,</div>
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flapping, swatting, swishing ...</div>
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we hear You</div>
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and Your love</div>
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love and heal</div>
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the broken.</div>
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Thank You, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Anointed</span></div>
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through the Breath</div>
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we pray, saying</div>
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Amen, Amen, Amen.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-86549164783082336812012-04-05T11:42:00.001-07:002012-04-05T11:47:44.070-07:00He has risen!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>He has risen, indeed!</b></span><br />
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At the core of my being, I am thrilled to hear these words; as a brother of Christ, this gives me hope.<br />
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I recognize that I do not always follow Christ's words, however, and I feel the loss of opportunity to serve Him with all of my being. I don't stop and ask myself if my actions actually demonstrate the faith I have in realizing He rose for me. This saddens me greatly.<br />
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I realize that life has differing viewpoints that come from people of different: faiths; economic backgrounds; ethnicity; nationality; color, and whatever other differences they have from me. These differences have rallying points like "Can't we all just get along together?" or "What makes you think you are right?"<br />
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I'd love to be able to respond with nothing but my actions. Many people seemingly can; yet, we have wars, differing viewpoints from very intelligent people, and a lack of knowledge of what truth actually is ... except for one man. Death couldn't contain Him, and with all the claims everyone makes, and all the foibles of His followers, He is my standard. I am not ashamed of this truth: He is my savior, whether I deserve it or not!<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>The truth comes in studying</b></span><br />
Many people deride the Bible as a book written by men, written later than the claims made by the Book itself. I use to think this myself, until I was about 25. I have since changed my mind, because I studied, and found out, for myself, information like the following. A pastor recently pointed out a promise made to a man by YHWH Himself, a man called Abram (later to be called Abraham to English speaking people). Genesis 12:2 said YHWH would make Abram a great nation, and He would bless him. About 90% of all people call Abraham their forefather 4,000 years later!<br />
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Many well meaning people have differing viewpoints about apologetics, or defending their faith, or lack thereof. In this, I find that our lack of knowledge becomes our Achilles's heel; so many differing viewpoints that change over time can make people very confused and vulnerable. I was reading a post from an atheist, who stated he didn't believe in the Resurrection and presented his evidence; ten years later, he said his writings had become "out of date" and he wouldn't be updating his essays, saying he might have changed his mind with some of his assertions and understanding.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>The truth comes in meditating</b></span><br />
Learning to look past our thoughts to what we believe can be very difficult. Learning to examine ... critically examine ... what we believe is the key to growth. Understanding to look beyond our actions to the truths that are beyond our understanding will make us much humbler. Often, we believe (or have faith) in what we claim comes from choices we have made. We all want to believe we are "good" people. If this were the case, that we are all "good" Christ wouldn't have needed to come and die for us.<br />
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Meditating on truths presented in a book written around 1700 years ago have helped me understand, more and more, how accurate these words are. I also realize the consequences my actions will bring to me. What parent doesn't correct the children they love? It may be more than I think I want, but He knows what's best!<br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span class="woj" style="background-color: white;"><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-23324" style="vertical-align: top;"><span style="font-size: small;">I believe it for this reason, among others, that Jesus said in Matthew 7:7-12: </span></sup><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">7</sup> “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="woj" style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-23325" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">8</sup> For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> <span class="woj"><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-23326" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">9</sup> “Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone?</span> <span class="woj"><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-23327" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">10</sup> Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake?</span> <span class="woj"><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-23328" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">11</sup> If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!</span> <span class="woj"><sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-23329" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">12</sup> So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.</span></span></div>
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I thought long and hard about these verses, and I came to the conclusion that if He claims to be the Son of God, and He makes these claims, I ask for truth, I seek knowledge, I knock on the door for wisdom.<br />
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Knowing that I have my faults and flaws, I still must realize, on Resurrection Day, I am thankful He has risen, indeed! May I follow in His commands and love, knowing that it's not my works that determine if I am good ... it's because He came and died for me, and that's what I believe.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-59305224953632446652011-03-07T08:06:00.000-08:002011-04-07T08:11:54.179-07:00On serving in Uncertainty<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIHxty2jQ2BYywEr-XJzLtFmsJK5X1egNuB867wtXiKccnEP32z74TFOwDuxVzia9dqqaxQBvxpgBiC8kK34qE1BW3_VB_TB_7NbdUM6BdJ9Ug178dI3BJdQxPbY89-1u_ZH1OisIPCw0/s1600/Light+overpowering+darkness.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIHxty2jQ2BYywEr-XJzLtFmsJK5X1egNuB867wtXiKccnEP32z74TFOwDuxVzia9dqqaxQBvxpgBiC8kK34qE1BW3_VB_TB_7NbdUM6BdJ9Ug178dI3BJdQxPbY89-1u_ZH1OisIPCw0/s320/Light+overpowering+darkness.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5563518319026259442" /></a><br /><div>Singing on both sides of the Red Sea.</div><br />It is so easy to sing of safety and salvation when we have weathered the storm, when the crisis has been averted, when we no longer have a battle to fight and the victory is ours. What about before the battle, or during the battle? Our we singing songs of victory and confident in our faith?<br /><div> </div><br /><div>Israel gives us a perfect example. Pharaoh's army is bearing down upon the Israelites, with two mountain ranges and the Red Sea completing the blockade. People in the camp are complaining about their predicaments. If only we hadn't tried to be free and find our own way to be free ... why did we aspire to be more? Why did you make us think we could be free?</div><div><br /></div><div>We know the results, of course. People of faith in the camp followed their leader, Moses, who followed God's Word and His commandments. The rest of the Israelites followed because they saw action. Moses then performed the miracle of parting the Red Sea and all of his people followed him to safety. Once on the other side, still being pursued by Pharaoh and his army, they reached dry land and the sea came crashing down on the dangerous pursuers. The singing commenced!</div><div><br /></div><div>How does this relate to today?<br /><br /></div><div>My example mirrors the Israelites. I am battling addiction, work-related problems and personal obstacles. The problems are physical, emotional and mental issues that singe the songs of victory I should be singing. They impact the people around me; the testimonies people perceive come out weak and inconsequential. Whining, grumbling, blaming ... it is easy to do these things as problems encompass the faith walk that is promised to all believers. Pharaoh's army is coming, after all!</div><div><br /></div><div>Our societies have always been bastions of battle; it decries the sentiment of "Yesterday, all our troubles seem so far away" ... but they never have been. Time heals wounds and often clouds memories, so the past seems better than it was.</div><div><br /></div><div>As long as we believe in one Father, one Son and one Holy Spirit, we believe in truth. This is where I desire my song to come forth with power, the power of the gospel of Jesus Christ.</div><div><br /></div><div>The burdens can seem overwhelming because I allow people around me to suffer, and prayers are ... well, Jesus calmed seas, told us with faith we could move mountains ... when do I get to do that stuff? Do I have the strength? Well, as soon as I find my Leader that shows me His actions, I will cross on dry land. The example is right before me ... sometimes I'm just trying to get the song out, but I realize Pharaoh's armies are coming ... let me sing Jesus!</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-90516124976403350112010-06-16T17:50:00.000-07:002010-06-16T18:02:57.819-07:00Erma Bombeck revisited ... facing her last battle.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG6lf4Y7Tr5h39CNt_ADIweLY882CqOEcKDVbgIPoo5HbuNrBWIeIEnWAp-i0KW9tCvPqWBoLXXkYKIB9fWHxjtuihNIlpVqHSm8F10Aa7v6gwxnxS9ceAHl2rNxZn7PlcimT19mRniQ8/s1600/DSCF0009set.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483539946774616706" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiG6lf4Y7Tr5h39CNt_ADIweLY882CqOEcKDVbgIPoo5HbuNrBWIeIEnWAp-i0KW9tCvPqWBoLXXkYKIB9fWHxjtuihNIlpVqHSm8F10Aa7v6gwxnxS9ceAHl2rNxZn7PlcimT19mRniQ8/s320/DSCF0009set.jpg" /></a><br /><div><em>I find it fascinating to see what people have to offer when they face their biggest, or last, battle. Honesty occurs when you no longer are bound by the trappings of success, pride or "what will people think about me." These words have been attributed to the "gospel of Erma" ... and this is a battle she became a fallen soldier. I feel she won the fight if whe could share this insight.</em></div><br /><div><br />I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. There would have been more "I love <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">you's</span>." ...But mostly, given another shot at life, I would <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">seize</span> every minute...look at it and really see it .... live it...and never give it back. Stop sweating the small stuff. Don't worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what. Instead, let's cherish the relationships we have with those who do love us. Let's think about what God HAS blessed us with. And what we are doing each day to promote ourselves mentally, physically, emotionally, as well as spiritually. Life is too short to let it pass you by. We only have one shot at this and then it's gone. I hope you all have a blessed day.<br /><br />- Erma <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">Bombeck</span> when she found out she had cancer </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-35152638804399737492010-03-25T14:28:00.000-07:002010-03-27T16:02:30.218-07:00Curves, Fastballs and Change-ups<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjA_gcYBW-DTYIQr3HbqO7nJu5kctAJbCS4P8nt70pBl0GC0vlcpvCRW9B64BtpMVTmFLrTeEw1rFpCAFAc5YMHMFpC917tYgpLQaPz0ZpG5Gi4KQvwVCOoqvEYoJ8bwmVo5f-icIilflw/s1600/BB's+Memoriam+dpi.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5452690935759855730" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjA_gcYBW-DTYIQr3HbqO7nJu5kctAJbCS4P8nt70pBl0GC0vlcpvCRW9B64BtpMVTmFLrTeEw1rFpCAFAc5YMHMFpC917tYgpLQaPz0ZpG5Gi4KQvwVCOoqvEYoJ8bwmVo5f-icIilflw/s320/BB's+Memoriam+dpi.jpg" /></a> Life has its curves and fastballs, but the change-ups are something that can surprise you to your core.<br /><br />My wife and I thought she couldn't get pregnant again which was one of the sad thoughts that we shared, being unable to share the joy of raising a child together. We found out she was pregnant (fastball ... we didn't even see that one coming!) when she had a miscarriage. We had a miscarriage. That <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">curve ball</span> has forced a lot of change in our lives.<br /><br />It's amazing how a tragedy - that <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">curve ball</span> that makes you buckle at the knees - can turn into a positive thing in your life when you have faith. Pain and tragedy can bring you closer to your Maker when you allow His truth to be foundational in your life. That's been the way it has been with my wife and myself. We looked at ourselves, and knew what our tragedy could do for us in the future. That change-up was what allowed growth that is <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">immeasurable</span>!<br /><br />We mourned, but through our tears we realized how the pain could be so much more ... building our faith if we allowed it to. It's not about the world we live in as much as it is the way we walk in this world. What an epiphany we were given; even when we had hardship we could be growing in mercy and grace. We could mature if we didn't take our eyes off our walk.<br /><br />We are going through <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">tumultuous</span> change in our country. There are curve balls that have people buckling at the knees, fastballs that people don't see coming ... we have the ability to grow with the change-ups if we keep our eyes on our walk as people of faith, people who know it's not about the world but about the way we treat the lame, the poor and the needy.<br /><br />That's what this miscarriage taught me again, so poignantly and powerfully. It was a change-up that made me look not at the world, but at what I want my life to be. As people, can we see the the responsibilities we have to people, not parties and/or organizations? Time will tell.<br /><br />BB, thank you for your gift to Diana and I. We miss you, but you have changed our lives. May we be worthy of this gift.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-39173463896690579312010-03-16T08:00:00.000-07:002010-05-12T19:09:54.687-07:00Love, greatness and change<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0Nf_gchQOs-D9mtK-xGRHgB19DLZ9E6iskyH57xsgeJZSu7Yro3pSqBc3bz0JfQoP_MzAVN4O75Vk1FV8IYQG9Y-AUnRNkhmr8yMo6ZaUM9ctLsPG1AHgCbdaaQhPU6WH_bjAKwAc3HE/s1600-h/Agape.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449295972677704258" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0Nf_gchQOs-D9mtK-xGRHgB19DLZ9E6iskyH57xsgeJZSu7Yro3pSqBc3bz0JfQoP_MzAVN4O75Vk1FV8IYQG9Y-AUnRNkhmr8yMo6ZaUM9ctLsPG1AHgCbdaaQhPU6WH_bjAKwAc3HE/s320/Agape.jpg" /></a><br /><div>To know love is to know greatness. To know love is to know beauty. To know love is to know pain. Unless we look at love with the eyes of YHWH (God), to know love is to know hardship because we can not share what needs to be offered at the right time, in the right balance.<br /><br />Life takes us through a learning process that continues to refine us; how do we make choices that are so powerful unless we look through the eyes of our Savior?</div><div> </div><div></div><div></div><div>Greatness is defined by many people in song, in poetry and with imagery, both still and moving. The greatness that is defined by Spirit, <em>the</em> Spirit, is the greatness that will stand the test of time. I look forward to learning more from <em>the</em> Spirit as time progresses.</div><div> </div><div>As I learn this lesson, I pray that I don't whine too much, that I don't complain about the lessons learned, and don't make excuses that try to justify my position or situations.</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-7673598260769352272009-07-04T08:57:00.000-07:002009-07-04T09:45:39.002-07:00A New City for the Disenfranchised<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6fJe_bRvG-sYO1sYUkdD-JX5Po3uA4le7Sj2sEaKlJaJmfHJKcqjFbheIk6-otTDu0l5pFuyFFQkc76zbY_PSkpgOKuBdbhTThI43g5VlAERFVyH4Z6VOweHOGrvznHXUskrtdYQKeQ4/s1600-h/Shield+of+color.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353707493755187714" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6fJe_bRvG-sYO1sYUkdD-JX5Po3uA4le7Sj2sEaKlJaJmfHJKcqjFbheIk6-otTDu0l5pFuyFFQkc76zbY_PSkpgOKuBdbhTThI43g5VlAERFVyH4Z6VOweHOGrvznHXUskrtdYQKeQ4/s320/Shield+of+color.jpg" /></a>Getting ready to become a statistic has real benefits if you look for them. It's like being impaired with a physical disability. People look at you differently, often feeling sorry for you ... but, the prisons of society are removed when you become different. So, why not make a community filled with people who are disenfranchised, helping them with mentoring and life skills, in a new city away from "the norms of society?" Christ crucified and resurrected would be preached in the city called, "Azaryahu." Work, worship and wisdom would be foundational in such a city. Believers of all flavors would be welcomed ... but leave doctrinal biases out of the day to day living. Best of all, it provides a transforming opportunity for "the invisible people," the statistics (like I'm about to become) of the homeless, or the abused, the addicts looking to get out of their prisons, the damaged looking to heal.<br /><br />The city of Qumran, as well as the typical monastery, would be closely related to the idea I am proposing; it is not a new idea. It has models for success. Working at creating revenue for participants would establish a cottage industry that would have allow individuals as well as families the opportunity to live in a godly environment. So many people are getting eaten up by the current structure of the ism's: capitalism, socialism, communism.<br /><br />If you've read "The Fall of a Believer (Parts 1-5, June 2009 archive)," you see the problems that put people into this new category of being disenfranchised happening to the successful as well as the tragic figures; they materialize in all walks of life.<br /><br />When you are blessed with talent, marketability and socially desirous skills ... you are effected by the scope of society. Let's look at what society is promoting right now.<br /><br /><strong>Global Economic Meltdown</strong>: Years of indifference by corporate greed (both democrats and republicans, both liberals and conservatives) has led to an erosion of value this once great country produced for all its citizens. (See Debt Level)<br /><br /><strong>Global Political Meltdown</strong>: Years of me first mentalities in political parties has eroded the value to its citizenry that has abrogated the responsibilities of taking care of the development of virtue within their countries. If your ideology differed, you were demonized; the debt (also viewed as the note) for that short-sighted, narrow-minded approach is coming due.<br /><br /><strong>Debt Level</strong>: An unrealistically high percentage per person. If you made $48,000, you would have (in today's debt level) debt approximating $180,000. Even European countries, where privitization has occurred, the debt level is based upon unrealistic valuations of assets that are diminishing in value.<br /><br /><strong>Corrupt Institutions</strong>: From Wall Street to the SEC, from governmental "watchdogs" and pork barrel spending to instability of oil prices, Federal Reserve policies, taxation and credit abuses ... these were once stable and calming factors that were at the core of government. As with Rome, once the people found they could get money for nothing from the public coffers, the citizens were left holding the chaff.<br /><br /><strong>Family Meltdowns</strong>: Addictions, abuses, divorces, incest, abortions, factions and infighting ... nuclear families are endangered, and the rhetoric to strengthen families falls to people who are themselves hurting and missing the mark, in many cases. Accountiability must be before God.<br /><br />Where does this leave individuals who want to grow, without the rhetoric of secular religion drowning their consciences and observations? This is not a city for everyone. It is for the disenfranchised who are looking for a home. Worshiping at the footsteps of growth and change, we sacrifice the nobility of truth and lose the ability to take care of the people being damaged by generational curses/missteps and past sins.<br /><br />More to come ... hopefully!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-92114871478213859932009-06-26T11:13:00.000-07:002009-06-26T20:33:56.234-07:00Dear Governor Sanford:<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsc6GBBLV_9_317TUh3QtFE9lkcK3nXq5uKGBHrGihdXCm8cU8d2f2h9Qa8cUhbYEZVcp6Refi5pT4NudPelt-_j8oqTvtWgB3nRUm_mEgviKKS80XbdBewx3EZQaY52wEVv0iVbs58Bw/s1600-h/DSCF0027+copy.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5351742272394048674" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsc6GBBLV_9_317TUh3QtFE9lkcK3nXq5uKGBHrGihdXCm8cU8d2f2h9Qa8cUhbYEZVcp6Refi5pT4NudPelt-_j8oqTvtWgB3nRUm_mEgviKKS80XbdBewx3EZQaY52wEVv0iVbs58Bw/s320/DSCF0027+copy.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Boy, do I empathize and understand.</div><div><br /></div><div>When a believer falls, tongues wag and blame becomes a way of life. You don't really can't pinpoint how it all went wrong, unless you are very humble. You know your faith is a major part of your life, yet you wonder how you strayed. I know ... been there, done that.</div><br /><div></div><div>I am praying for you. I am ridiculed by many for ruining my testimony of more than 25 years of faith and study; I can't imagine the pressure and ridicule you are being excoriated by people who feel betrayed.. I truly relate to and understand your plight ... and your sin.</div><div><br /></div><div>When we let ambition, training (listening to flawed "put God in a box" apologia about right and wrong, or a lack of rightly dividing the Theo-<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">pneustos</span> Word of God) and society dictate the way we look at life, these pitfalls are ready made. With societal, economic and militaristic endeavors, loneliness always presages the fall of a believer. God has wonderfully and mightily created us; we were not made to live a life based upon being an American, but being a citizen of the kingdom of heaven. America has blurred this distinction, and we feel being a good American is tantamount to be a good believer. I've discovered the fallacy of this misconception.</div><div><br /></div><div>This country was founded, as Machiavelli pontificates in the Prince and Discourses on Livy, as a republic with individuals being governed by the whole being more important than personal gain; but we have allowed the despotism of being a liberal democracy (both Republicans and Democrats) to come to the forefront, with popularity being more important ... the nobility of truth becomes a sacrificial element ... the good for all loses out to the over-riding element of personal accomplishment/gain. We have taken away the responsibilities of citizens of a republic and traded them for personal benefits ... so we pay the price of everyone tipping into a flawed sense of government because the slippage of truth is what everyone is expecting and doing.</div><div><br /></div><div>Our goals to follow Christ are diminished by the popular premise of following our flawed misconceptions. We get lonely, and need the holes to be filled. The "devil" is in the details of following religion, instead of the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">spiritual</span> quest to be filled with the fruit of the Spirit. When we leave God out of our conversation, as militaristic, economic and governmental requirements demand ... we set ourselves up for failure.</div><div><br /></div><div>We have strayed from our convictions. Our goals to achieve were offset by our frailties. Many people will not comprehend the seductive call of well-intentioned but selfish motives. We all sin and miss the mark, falling short of the glory of God. How you respond to this will dictate how you continue your walk with our Creator. Do not give up hope; Christ died for your sins, and He knows your heart. His blood washes us white as snow.</div><div><br /></div><div>You were in line to be a possible Vice-President. I was in line to be a helpful, faithful believer. All that can be said to either of us is to continue to follow Christ as your Lord and Savior. You and your family are in my prayers. Be steadfast in His love ... and, let the tongues say what they will. He who is without sin, let them cast the first stone. Be humble and confess your sins before God, and He will be merciful and forgiving.</div><div><br /></div><div>Just don't quench the Holy Spirit; how you walk from here will truly demonstrate your service and humility before our Father. That, in this life, is <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">what</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">truly</span> counts anyway. Things of this world are <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">passing</span> away, and as "<u>Jesus said to him, "I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but through Me.</u>" </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-8868066294087021392009-06-22T10:15:00.000-07:002015-08-24T17:20:51.010-07:00Into the Breech - a stone's throw back to the stone age?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYwpDC8yqoAR5kUrFshYw8Qr2B16aRh2FQ81FQWyCl_MXyktdyICnaCjnfwHBSeK6523Qs5Pon_ZJhf6A7qml3Iw1iaZrIlLXFcF-Q9a5Jmkp0ZtkQI_ipeWdNGFzVz46t_QlCpXyQmJU/s1600-h/Flowing+Waters.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5350203853755811010" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYwpDC8yqoAR5kUrFshYw8Qr2B16aRh2FQ81FQWyCl_MXyktdyICnaCjnfwHBSeK6523Qs5Pon_ZJhf6A7qml3Iw1iaZrIlLXFcF-Q9a5Jmkp0ZtkQI_ipeWdNGFzVz46t_QlCpXyQmJU/s320/Flowing+Waters.jpg" style="cursor: hand; display: block; height: 214px; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; width: 320px;" /></a><br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-79443527788251593652009-06-20T16:06:00.000-07:002009-06-21T11:19:01.869-07:00Beauty ever after<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNXtE61z6tiAfDt_Vp5nHoR_WpZPa5xYtUg9SSpIK0XMIZNaDuvbIq2c4P5y6Q_64eA24ejIGm4QZ6I-wE36QNfwIawyMIEjYziObjm7vA7xzUvQA3C9yXePDAoY2v1W5Qtda8eNXwLYM/s1600-h/A+crowned+beauty!.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349560938378193506" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNXtE61z6tiAfDt_Vp5nHoR_WpZPa5xYtUg9SSpIK0XMIZNaDuvbIq2c4P5y6Q_64eA24ejIGm4QZ6I-wE36QNfwIawyMIEjYziObjm7vA7xzUvQA3C9yXePDAoY2v1W5Qtda8eNXwLYM/s320/A+crowned+beauty!.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><div>Life's circles and cycles (harmony, balance and beauty) flow through the insanity of our 1.) hectic pace or 2.) serene existence.</div><div><br /></div><div>How difficult it is to hear another person when we are thinking of life's impact on us, and how we are going to respond ... strange, when we want to be listened to as well! As stated by one wag, life is full of interesting monologues.</div><div><br /></div><div>Some of life is needing to struggle so we can enjoy the times of peace and serenity ...</div><div><br /></div><div>Being homeless is a constant state for believers in Christ, so why do we freak out when it actually happens to us?</div><div><br /></div><div>Beauty is in the eye of the beholder ... what happens when scars get in the way of sight, and we don't see clearly?</div><div><br /></div><div>Pride goeth before the fall ... we must really be fallen with all the people saying how proud they are of so many things!</div><div><br /></div><div>Why do we get jealous of people who experience miracles? Come on, don't let your pride get in the way of being honest!</div><div><br /></div><div>If being meek is srength under control ... we should really be afraid of meek people! They can whoop our backsides, if God gave them cause to!</div><div><br /></div><div>Tears refresh and clear our eye ducts when mud from our shortcomings keeps floating up and hitting us in the face. That stuff really gets into our eyes, making it so hard to see!</div><div><br /></div><div>Seeing someone we don't understand or really know prosper will tell us what kind of heart we have; or we glad for them or envious for ourselves?</div><div></div><br /><div></div><div>I know it says He will not forsake the righteous or let them go begging for bread ... but, the bread of life is Jesus, and He will always be with us! Besides, most of us can stand to fast or go on a diet! He wants us lean to be able to go into battle and not make huge targets!</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-82927578242074520522009-06-19T10:01:00.000-07:002009-06-21T11:37:25.308-07:00Change and commitment!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEju0mcxIOL6TaomTC_-yIQuONUDgQAQzYmnbrpZK6onFt39wRlqbaTcJvsgjaceOwuO3Z4W1JB6-rEdOzNJXo-wUi-HQgakiQmGSf-IY3PvrzN3euKH1I0SGxR57dhyPSK3xL4t1jcgM8A/s1600-h/Peggy+and+Elsie%27s+rose.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5348312443708178722" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEju0mcxIOL6TaomTC_-yIQuONUDgQAQzYmnbrpZK6onFt39wRlqbaTcJvsgjaceOwuO3Z4W1JB6-rEdOzNJXo-wUi-HQgakiQmGSf-IY3PvrzN3euKH1I0SGxR57dhyPSK3xL4t1jcgM8A/s320/Peggy+and+Elsie%27s+rose.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Change is inevitable; how we deal with the change is what gives us the quality of life we accrue. Reaping what we sow, so to speak...</div><br /><div></div><div>I'm reading horrific stories, the atrocities of murder, rape and people of influence receiving numerous advantages in a corrupt society. I'm also reading about sacrificial love, noble and courageous actions, and dedication.</div><div></div><br /><div>What heartache our Creator has when he looks at His children is the thought that comes to mind. We long for comfort, yet that comfort has a price tag. It should be a joyful time in our country as we grow older, and it can be ... however, the change that we have accrued is simply catching up to us, and the piper will be paid.</div><br />The wonderful truth is, beauty is everywhere. We live in a wonderfully diverse topography, one that I have been blessed to capture with my camera. It's hard to listen to people's rantings and ravings about the hopelessness and injustice of life, when I believe that there is an answer ... a very simple answer!<br /><br />It's not all about sex, drugs and rock and roll. It's not all about using the lowest common denominator and making the most money. Dysfunction is running rampant in our systems, yet unless we are going through tragedy ourselves, it is easy to ignore! We have a level of invulnerability that has taken our trust and locked it into a closet. Yet, the beat goes on ... the beat goes on.<br /><br />What we believe in is at the catalyst of change in America today. What was once a country that prized freedom is now a country that is becoming a socialistic, PC country. Where once the Church had great strength, "little popes" emerged in all forms of religions, not just the Roman Catholic Church. We now trust in our government as our previous generations trusted in faith, hope and love. The fall from commitment (again, a generational curse residual) has eroded our safety nets.<br /><br />Yet, there is one safety net that never fails, never changes, doesn't get weak and weary. I hope you sing with all your might to bring back commitment ... even if you are flawed, as I am. I have fallen away from some of my commitments in life, so this is chewing my backside as I blog this ... yet, never let fear take you away from the truth!!!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-68001675729148856652009-06-18T10:19:00.000-07:002009-06-21T11:37:05.584-07:00Train Wreck - Pride and Differing Perspectives<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVNcS16S-jFara2fsX3EAh5tgtNzBw75rl-TB9_PIDSCUFhiOlyg1as4Df3FiQTcb1ldUYbOxi0rewTIeguDbsCMsuukYQgDHRSZpeJxqQ0xoR5Aa8i1AV34x5zk9KrTeN9mchvXOJo84/s1600-h/Pink+and+glad!.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 214px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349100057202355186" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVNcS16S-jFara2fsX3EAh5tgtNzBw75rl-TB9_PIDSCUFhiOlyg1as4Df3FiQTcb1ldUYbOxi0rewTIeguDbsCMsuukYQgDHRSZpeJxqQ0xoR5Aa8i1AV34x5zk9KrTeN9mchvXOJo84/s320/Pink+and+glad!.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div>The value of life can never be diminished; it is, however, abused due to pride, neglect, abuse and differing perspectives.</div><div></div><br /><div>Mistakes occur. How we rise to address the mistakes is what makes us valuable to our Creator. Is it with humility and a hunger to be of service, or is it self-serving and vanity (as Solomon would put it)?</div><br /><div></div><div>Injustices occur, and will until the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">millenia</span>. Obviously, I am on a platform right now ... it can be ignored, or it can be thought about. Family is our strength ... it is also our weakness. The opportunities to serve others can never be diminished; it can become centralized and lose its authenticity, however.</div><div></div><br /><div>Right now, I am in a battle over perception, honesty and legacies built and left behind. Being mistreated and abolished to the realms of peon-ship has really proven to be humbling and very enlightening, all wrapped into one experience. How to address this is a question I am taking to God, and praying about. He, after all, is the one in control. How do we deal with our problems is a question I have for Him ... most people do!</div><div></div><br /><div>I can not hate a person that gives their best effort and fails. We all belong to God. I can be hurt by a person who chooses money over truth ... but, God loves that person as well. It makes authenticity even more important to me, as I get older and learn more about the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">frailness</span> of the human creature. I hope you have the opportunity to let God rule in your life today, before the world captures your heart.</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-9872980240343009002009-06-17T15:49:00.000-07:002009-06-17T17:12:38.726-07:00Edsaurus<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEju5yoGdmL4RHGRzeEVxIU2DzyEInAEyz2ATHPMMscYeCTncZDBLn2votOHsImXpKjkAATt3vr92Ui-LuzEU9PvoGbfaFSHsn08TYnymCeiTEIUZbEYZJalYzS9e6xcpRV0951QgD5s_4k/s1600-h/DSCF0031.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5348444701177045842" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEju5yoGdmL4RHGRzeEVxIU2DzyEInAEyz2ATHPMMscYeCTncZDBLn2votOHsImXpKjkAATt3vr92Ui-LuzEU9PvoGbfaFSHsn08TYnymCeiTEIUZbEYZJalYzS9e6xcpRV0951QgD5s_4k/s320/DSCF0031.jpg" /></a><br /><div>The usage of words in the 21st century ... not letting truth be the final judge, but allowing our limitations and our generational curse help with these daffynitions.</div><div><br /></div><div><strong><em>I don't believe in these daffynitions ... they are what observations have crafted for me to observe and comment on. The element of Daffy the Duck I hope clarifies the absurdity of what is being shared here. We don't live in Disneyland, after all. This points out the irony of lives being shared with one another. I hope it benefits you! It was, and is, cathartic to share.</em></strong></div><br /><br /><div><strong>Daffynitions</strong>: Letting today's revisions of life control your thoughts. God doesn't matter, unless convenient for us.</div><br /><br /><div><strong>Truth</strong>: What is convenient for people to believe to move forward in their daily rituals. ESPN, CNN, FOX ... it doesn't matter where we get our trash!</div><br /><br /><div><strong>Faith</strong>: What we believe to be true, because it is either convenient or settles a problem issue we no longer want to deal with, and can now discard. Belief is so 1900's.</div><br /><br /><div><strong>Confidence</strong>: What we want to let our training dictate, instead of letting us find the truth outside of what we were brought up with ... God, after all, is not in control, we are!</div><br /><br /><div><strong>Hope</strong>: Boy, she had great legs ... she was a gymnast/volleyball player/model, after all!!!</div><div><br /><br /><strong>Government</strong>: Depending on who is in control, it means Satan is in control or it is my justification to be what I am today. Just look at Clinton, Bush, Reagan, Carter, Obama ...</div><br /><br /><div><strong>Joy</strong>: Internal workings of news that brings satisfaction without fulfillment ... but that is being so cynical!</div><br /><br /><div><strong>Seeker</strong>: One who desires truth (not necessarily the accurate one) just the most relevant one at this time and training ... that is what we were given today! Ask our parents (no, the government took that away from us), our teachers, our leaders!!!</div><div> <br /><br /><strong>Confidence</strong>: What we are taught is actually the truth (sans the truth); that's what we believe. I have to fight to the death to promote this fallacy!</div><div> <br /><br /><strong></strong></div><div><strong>Relief</strong>: Knowing we don't have to care about those losers ... does God really think I'm suppose to love my neighbors when they don't have a clue? It will cost me a mint!!!<br /><br /></div><div>I look to see the best of what people have to offer, but the "rantings and ravings," plus my own shortcomings, demand I share an honest assessment of what is occurring in life today. When we delude ourselves that we are doing "good," we must hold ourselves to a higher standard. Our we citizens? Do we have the USA's, or more importantly God's, interests at heart?</div><div><br /></div><div>Let those with eyes to see and ears to hear take heed!</div><div></div><div>You are crafted as beautiful, powerful children of God ... make the best out of it today!!!</div><div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-80067286955172617682009-06-17T04:18:00.000-07:002009-06-17T09:43:48.265-07:00Is your 'question/statement' about me?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5LCx6sUyhl01jsLGUS_oy8i0ncBLIkeZUpcLnI0fMpEoWBg1-iJu7dz6CKSnObtTWZqj9H3nBdjfYfB-2vHbQOe57aYXtw8BJtq8QvxKSVX8X2WZcfY3_c8i9bZU4srbEoNpjjQ6Yu6M/s1600-h/Giving+thanks+for+the+heavens+and+earth.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5348317029103314322" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5LCx6sUyhl01jsLGUS_oy8i0ncBLIkeZUpcLnI0fMpEoWBg1-iJu7dz6CKSnObtTWZqj9H3nBdjfYfB-2vHbQOe57aYXtw8BJtq8QvxKSVX8X2WZcfY3_c8i9bZU4srbEoNpjjQ6Yu6M/s320/Giving+thanks+for+the+heavens+and+earth.jpg" /></a><br />Getting into the mechanics of relationships ...<br /><br />When we talk to each other, we often stop listening when self-defense mechanisms get involved. "Is this about me?" is a freezing question that stops our ability to communicate with each other on a foundational level. It is often never voiced, just felt.<br /><br />Our past training ... generational curses, some people call it ... gets in the way of listening. It inhibits our continued growth to share and be intimate with the people we love. Self-defense attitudes become engaged, and we rely on what we know best. After all, that is why most of us do what we do ... our training.<br /><br />Hearing the squeals of reality, enhanced by the whine of the actual motor and engine working versus what we think is going to be said ... the summations of our mind's estimation and expectation ... they engage thoughts that demands an answer from our training. It's an answer few of us are willing to follow through to the convictions demanded ... yet, we talk and fight the good fight. I know I do/did.<br /><br />The growth of maturity and wisdom comes from our experiences. Our training is our strength and weakness ... I just hope I stay out of my way so the beauty that I have in me can come out to be shared. I hope the same for you.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-39483783786716049232009-06-12T08:36:00.000-07:002009-06-12T11:11:16.870-07:00Killing us softly with this song ... with apologies to Roberta Flack and Lauryn Hill<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZ8jk79V5hZM2Ini2ivYjucL38bGN6Ct56ocFByqHaktbWevzpfJwmefB9nnvOc8nIkWTX1EUOfUvliBksWHEG4uxXLleoNUapxhOuSTfDVTzKNel_YE-Ob-GcDB2FgHnS7KkStMHitMs/s1600-h/Exotic+color.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346489688200456898" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhZ8jk79V5hZM2Ini2ivYjucL38bGN6Ct56ocFByqHaktbWevzpfJwmefB9nnvOc8nIkWTX1EUOfUvliBksWHEG4uxXLleoNUapxhOuSTfDVTzKNel_YE-Ob-GcDB2FgHnS7KkStMHitMs/s320/Exotic+color.jpg" /></a><br /><div>I heard we sang a good song ...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Mysteries of past and present keep confusion as our hand maiden.<br /><br />Eat drink and be merry ... or, is it buried? The slogan has been, "Just say NO; don't do drugs." Yet, as evidenced by the obesity of our country and the number of emergency room visits to the hospital for <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">gastro</span>-intestinal problems, food makers (both corporate and personal) continue to pour white sugar and white flour into our foods, our stomachs ... <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">hmm</span>, with all the fiber being removed from our food, what is left of the sugar and flour basically acts as harmful as drugs to our systems. The ability to transform the nutrients is removed ... so we eat food that is going to stay in our bodies, transforming into fat and disease. We are eating for pleasure, not for nutrition.<br /><br />Killing us softly with this song, letting our whole lives get wasted ...<br /><br />A high school student found her disease (<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">Crohn's)</span> that numerous health care practitioners missed (8 years) ... yet, a national public health care program is being clamored for by most! Is our society dysfunctional, at best?<br /><br />Telling my whole life with empty words ...<br /><br />What am I missing? There is so much beauty in life. There is so much to see and do. There is also so much information being left on the table. I don't agree with government being the best governance of morality; yet, attacks on people who point out the wrongs on both sides are chastised for being condescending (see Charles <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">Krauthammer</span>, Washington Post on President Obama, 6/12/2009) and fosters vitriol and blindness to people who, as citizens, don't take the time to fulfill their civic or spiritual responsibilities. We are too busy, we have to make a living, we are to angry ...<br /><br />I heard he had a style ...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>This is what we leave our children, and their children?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Hermeneutics of our current state of events leaves beauty and truth at the doorstep, not invited in. If it goes against our training, we discard the information as meaningless, or irrelevant. Our mistakes will be visited upon the rest of our lives, as well as our children's lives, and their children's lives. Letting beauty reign in the soul has produced some of the most powerful truths and actions in history. Love of faith, of fellow man, of spouse, of children ... governments, medicine, science, art have all gained powerful successes when truth and beauty are at the core of how we choose to look at life. If we fail, as citizens, to recognize this ...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Killing me softly with this song ... wasting my whole life with these words ... killing us softly with this song ... </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-84276620545160806082009-06-11T20:31:00.000-07:002009-06-11T21:34:31.348-07:00The character of our beings<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI8o8mGbq_clYkDfl5SqbMr7ZjyvOmqULo710wJfqX-MIaIOnBH36emTgerOjvdKvxz36DmOjUxeVsxIQ1_OYuUqkpMoJcNY9cmyR27vui1uUHR-pMe4c_QcXxOWNRMLwEoI5s-frgC4s/s1600-h/Rose+of+Peace+and+Joy.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346246454123019554" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhI8o8mGbq_clYkDfl5SqbMr7ZjyvOmqULo710wJfqX-MIaIOnBH36emTgerOjvdKvxz36DmOjUxeVsxIQ1_OYuUqkpMoJcNY9cmyR27vui1uUHR-pMe4c_QcXxOWNRMLwEoI5s-frgC4s/s320/Rose+of+Peace+and+Joy.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><div><br /><div>Life is full of the unexpected. Such a cliché, yet so true! What we expect to happen, what we want to happen, what actually does happen, and what it means to us later in our lives ... the perceptions and desires all change so drastically over the course of weeks, months and years. It molds and develops the character of our beings ... it bakes into us the attitudes we carry with us today.<br /><br />Our focus on economics, relationships, personal goals and development ... these basic ingredients all participate in what we offer our families, friends and communities. What life has given us shapes our beliefs that we live by, expecting to accomplish what we set out to do, whether it is bringing home the bacon or having that next relationship ... or, being angry and drowning our sorrows in that next glass of whatever, or puffing/snorting/shooting up whatever is the drug of choice, or being a workaholic, narcissistic, pessimistic, angry, a sex-addict, etc. We trust in the Bernie Madoffs in this world, and then we find out we were actually being lied to all along!<br /><br />"We become, too late, smart and are too dumb when young" paraphrases a joke I often hear. Impatience, lack of knowing what tomorrow brings ... all of these have an impact on our actions of today. Too often, it seems, the phrase, "If I had only known ... " reflects our lack of knowing our best course of actions. The real estate meltdown, the economic meltdown, our country in turmoil, the divorces, the disappointments that reflect that activity that permeates our country and societies demonstrate that quite effectively.<br /><br />Having a strong, well reasoned foundation will help take that heat and passion of youth and turn it into something marvelous, something wholesome and healthy for us to live by. We are able to let the experiences of our lives turn from disappointment and regret into something marvelous ... the power of truth in our lives. We must protect the ingredients of our lives with honor and intelligence!</div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-24528933244293993382009-06-11T11:01:00.000-07:002009-06-11T17:09:16.815-07:00Living under Duress - the sin of being proud<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipW4AE66_UjIUtWnKapI9rRDKAZ7csegROqU7gkVVJgQX6nOl10jtHKsssM_ZmFENHj7iyQ7VR-fKtbCIL7Q1s5RqI7j2y8QlasdxmIsSNOuOSbYAKKRRJMeN0-z4C4yvbGvZ62ILMZak/s1600-h/Lantana+crown+copy.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346136833739889666" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipW4AE66_UjIUtWnKapI9rRDKAZ7csegROqU7gkVVJgQX6nOl10jtHKsssM_ZmFENHj7iyQ7VR-fKtbCIL7Q1s5RqI7j2y8QlasdxmIsSNOuOSbYAKKRRJMeN0-z4C4yvbGvZ62ILMZak/s320/Lantana+crown+copy.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Life is challenging. No news flash there. How we deal with the challenges are often what do produce the news flashes. (Man kills self and family over debt. Baby found in suitcase. etc., etc.) <div></div><br /><div>Do we have a humble heart, or a prideful heart is the question I find myself asking. Pride is the main "problem" element of how people respond to whatever challenges and/or situations arise in life. <strong>Pride is a sin</strong>. That is what Satan had before God; yet, how many times do you catch yourself saying how proud you are of yourself, your family, your job, your ___________ (fill in the blank). Where do you think that leaves your gentleness of spirit or your character?</div><div><br />People look at their own situations and forget the power of meekness and humilty that will help them respond to situations in power. Meekness is having the strength to handle a situation without responding out of pride ... strength under control, not responding to our training. Living under duress provides a lot of opportunities to demonstrate how we have been wronged and how we are injured ... our responses come out of our duty or out of our "stations" in life.</div><div><br /></div><div>A gentle spirit is not a weak spirit, but one of strength. Our desire to be strong to others provide our own stumbling blocks, usually resulting from being proud. It has often been said one's biggest strength is also their biggest weakness. Duress will bring out the best and worse of our strengths. How we respond is based on cultural bias, social bias, economic bias ... rarely out of faith-based strength and knowledge.</div><div><br /></div><div>People are killing themselves over money, over a lack of stability ... duress provides us with the opportunity to demonstrate what we truly believe in. It demonstrates what we believe ... no matter what we say. Actions speak louder than words.</div><div.>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-29933378459881254572009-06-10T08:54:00.001-07:002009-06-10T14:16:46.335-07:00"The Fight" ... Right and Left versus common sense<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSlwBeQSA37ZGHNaw5-QvddZzbSHUrKWgk3qyZUaccymaNCfiFnlSiHg0I2uI5j8pJCqvLDQEH9rzx4-R0qVTfo5h5GSF5kzHhQjpiWpdNdinS_8c6yxyvvm6uLCfTb3MgKoB2g4RN-rg/s1600-h/DSCF0092-frame.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345728390397855538" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSlwBeQSA37ZGHNaw5-QvddZzbSHUrKWgk3qyZUaccymaNCfiFnlSiHg0I2uI5j8pJCqvLDQEH9rzx4-R0qVTfo5h5GSF5kzHhQjpiWpdNdinS_8c6yxyvvm6uLCfTb3MgKoB2g4RN-rg/s320/DSCF0092-frame.jpg" /></a> It appears to me the Right and the Left are fighting for the same things ... different ways to approach it, mind you, but they are fighting for the same thing for our lives. <div></div><div>Both sides want control!</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>It appears the first thing both sides will tell you is liberty is what they want for constituents ... freedom to accomplish their goals. I would look at their comments, then look at their actions; finally, apply the two results together.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>Abuses are occurring on both sides ... about as frequently per each side. They cheat on their wives/husbands/mates ... so does the other side. The one wants same sex relationship, the other side wants divorce easier. Abortion is a toss-up on both sides. The leaders both cheat ... excuse me, make mistakes, on their taxes ... both sides offer this. It goes on and on. Now, I've I committed adultery, so I can not claim innocence! Let me get that out of the way, I cast stones at my own actions as well. I am a product of my times.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>For the life of me, I am really having a hard time distinguishing between the two sides of this coin. It implies there are differences, fundamental differences ... I am learning more and more how much I don't find that much choice between the two sides. A different color collar seems to be most appropriate! Different choices with the basic same results ... people's libertine or preferred approach versus ... common sense.</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>Life is happening so fast right now, information is coming so fast and furious it is hard to make sense out of nonsense ... that is why I have my devotionals. That is the only thing making sense that has lasted for more than 50-100 years that are current leaders offer. No, not back to the beginning of our country ... God was still in public life then!</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-59748130136068728382009-06-09T09:25:00.000-07:002009-06-10T14:17:13.483-07:00The politics of rhetoric<p align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdFBSCvkKb2JLqWhb8orhj6AjBWgvPQGugrQeibfTC4pXYD38GJf0epQWaAo-2nTxccqzIExuS-JqJ4u9eUZSJ0Tggr8cvPEv3jtMHpBsFbiJac2AF7Kbo2UYmM-_DF96mjoucaI3-I5k/s1600-h/Hearing+purple+on+black.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345384629093760802" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdFBSCvkKb2JLqWhb8orhj6AjBWgvPQGugrQeibfTC4pXYD38GJf0epQWaAo-2nTxccqzIExuS-JqJ4u9eUZSJ0Tggr8cvPEv3jtMHpBsFbiJac2AF7Kbo2UYmM-_DF96mjoucaI3-I5k/s320/Hearing+purple+on+black.jpg" /></a></p><br /><br />If it wasn't so important to my country, I would be LMAOROFL right now. Eloquence and debt. Bigotry and debt. Hysteria and debt.<br /><br />Both democrats and republicans have been dipping into the public till for a long time.<br /><br />My mother built houses, and she used to tell me how the big grants that got projects done (by very conservative, wealthy people ... mostly republicans) were government/taxpayers dollars. This, under the auspices of what's best for the economy, helped create "caste" systems, as well as jobs that never really panned out as promised due to glass ceilings ... except for a fortunate percentage (small) of workers.<br /><br />On the other hand, government programs, initiated by mostly democrats, seem to have failed our country miserably! Programs like Head Start, the numerous job program/training, etc., have a dubious ROI, IMHO. Jails filled, social services swamped ... because the programs only take a person so far. These programs have not changed most of these people's spirit ... just their circumstances for a while.<br /><br />I have perceived a weakening of American spirit ... and a reliance on making our country more "global." Jobs were being shipped overseas long ago ... unions had to be circumvented, profits had to be maximized. Unions, seeing the injustices to so many workers, started digging in harder. More and more corporations found it easier to ship jobs away.<br /><br />Look at our economy now. Both parties are sending signs about weakening the greatest country in modern society ... with rhetoric. Spending has gotten ridiculous, yet we are poorer as a people. We can't blame it all on either party.<br /><br />The banking system, the housing "crisis," insurance ... all of these present greed and hysteria from different perspectives. All are in trouble.<br /><br />Ahhh, the politics of rhetoric.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-32862044576754373722009-05-29T09:17:00.000-07:002009-06-09T14:04:52.609-07:00Getting married<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCXqt1HuIErhId01Fm4U23YQk-K2AVPt9JwE0CiduOxCq5aZOrNgemJCczl-04OhF80XH0UmLkOvT4uNnqVJncfUlMynsgiVfW4XStXGFFUm_xbewpbT-oOKtboyZa-srNXcr7AzYbatM/s1600-h/Color+explosion.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 261px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 175px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5341281738218292434" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCXqt1HuIErhId01Fm4U23YQk-K2AVPt9JwE0CiduOxCq5aZOrNgemJCczl-04OhF80XH0UmLkOvT4uNnqVJncfUlMynsgiVfW4XStXGFFUm_xbewpbT-oOKtboyZa-srNXcr7AzYbatM/s320/Color+explosion.jpg" /></a> I am about to get married for the second, and last, time.<br /><div></div><br /><div>My first marriage was 23 years; I screwed up, letting my ex and myself drift apart. I was so concerned about being successful, making the life I believed we all wanted. It turns out, I was wrong. I wandered away because we chose to follow life with different views, with different options. She is a wonderful person ... I wasn't the man she desired me to be. My two children suffered for the mistake; they don't talk to me anymore. That deeply sorrows my spirit, yet I have hope we will reconcile. It's their choice, and I leave it in God's hands.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>My fiance and I have big differences. We come from different backgrounds, with two very different upbringings. Ahhh, <strong>storge </strong>and<strong> eros </strong>(Greek for affection and physical attraction/love). I am banking on these two elements to stabilize our relationship, with our belief in the Messiah being our foundation. Our affection and devotion to each other has proven to overcome the tumltuous actions our differences have spawned. I never dreamt I would get into the situations that I have endured ... going through the losses I have encountered ... and then move forward feeling I am finding my faith and confident that we will serve Father faithfully, we will trust in Jesus wholeheartedly and be filled with the Holy Spirit constantly.</div><div></div><div></div><div>A messianic rabbi is going to marry us. This is a wonderous gift from our heavenly Father!!! I know that Diana and I have been working at growing in our faith, in letting our differences not dictate our actions ... having a rabbi who knows the Messiah marry us is a sign that we are walking more and more in faith, that we will overcome the pain and anguish we both have lived through. We have a lot of work to do, and we will explode with love and power as we allow the power of our Creator to heal and renew us!</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-90500504263944446222009-05-21T18:00:00.000-07:002009-06-09T12:41:32.960-07:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXxG-6pi2IR8yj-gbhhh3tCj7Xm2ATHH_1UR_wCadtwUFoUdXi-T1gqHNom5ZGSMU9DnRwJ7AsXxDkmKl5hVvDBglmq44Dji2bgWLqFHvdt-56ijchAlPaSQV5AYLHxa4vTdhZb3Qhmck/s1600-h/Wings+of+an+Angel+image.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345409552358213378" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXxG-6pi2IR8yj-gbhhh3tCj7Xm2ATHH_1UR_wCadtwUFoUdXi-T1gqHNom5ZGSMU9DnRwJ7AsXxDkmKl5hVvDBglmq44Dji2bgWLqFHvdt-56ijchAlPaSQV5AYLHxa4vTdhZb3Qhmck/s320/Wings+of+an+Angel+image.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><div></div><div>We believe, as children, wholeheartedly because we don't know any better. Our trust is a mile high ... we are getting our needs met, and we trust!!!</div><div></div><br /><div>Disappointment is one of the true spoilers of life; it makes us bitter and disillusioned, and it mars the view that we should have for living! That is why it says believe in the kingdom of God, we should believe as children; we need to be wholehearted in our belief! Just like a 6 month old knowing it's going to be fed ... a 1 year old knowing it's going to stay safe.</div><div></div><br /><div>When we allow our disapointment/injustices mar our view, we let our child-like belief dissipate! We become hurtful because we are hurt. We stop believing that everything is going to be all right because we have a loving Father.</div><div> </div><div> </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>Remember, He sends His angels to watch over you ... He loves us all, and our child-like nature is what we are going to rely on! The faith demanded by our Father is for us to trust Him, not ourselves. Am I trusting in Him or myself ... what a tough question if I am guarding against my disillusions and pain. Truth is what He wants, as well as our child-like faith.</div><br /><div></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-27915067363103294232009-05-21T08:40:00.000-07:002009-05-21T09:36:14.543-07:00I hope U sing and dance today!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB7r_-MGOvoYszMjiEJ7XW2uSDonb5FPcLJI7pQEDV69enhYSLddfidFRI8CMWf4UmXcDI56BgigAestph67r8STk3Ad6mVkMr7DqzA0Nqh098-ozYMX6BNt8iIfXEz5gGHEjk4RFhP2g/s1600-h/DSCF0001a.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 191px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 141px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338316339999265026" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB7r_-MGOvoYszMjiEJ7XW2uSDonb5FPcLJI7pQEDV69enhYSLddfidFRI8CMWf4UmXcDI56BgigAestph67r8STk3Ad6mVkMr7DqzA0Nqh098-ozYMX6BNt8iIfXEz5gGHEjk4RFhP2g/s320/DSCF0001a.jpg" /></a><br /><div>Living life well ... YHWH has given us options to serve Him.<br /><br />I hope you sing and dance to our Creator today. So many are grumbling and complaining. We R a selfish people ... we don't sing to the L<span style="font-size:78%;">ORD </span><span style="font-size:100%;">unless we are focused on Him. We sing to ourselves ... we R a selfish people ... sing to the L<span style="font-size:78%;">ORD </span>a new song! His power and presence can lift us out of our way, if we but let Him.</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">When I was young, I was bulletproof! Insecure, but bulletproof! I heard so many old people talk about wasting youth ... it gave me great insight, though, into or about people when I finally realized the validity of that statement! I realize this is a gift YHWH blessed me with. People are captive to the mistakes they make because it forges their present and future. Mistakes come from our upbringing; since no one knows it all, we will follow the mistakes we are taught. I've come to realize that is why children pay for the sins of their parents; it is the damaged way we look at life! Don't blame the parents, they were damaged as well by their parents (and so on and so on).</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">Singing and dancing to the L<span style="font-size:78%;">ORD</span> gives us grace and mercy in our lives, and that is the changing elements of being captive to our mistakes. We can take advantage of it if we have a humble heart ... that is the hardest part of life, I surmise. Talk, talk, talk ... we live with what we believe. We believe that bad things shouldn't happen to good people and blame God, or think there is no God. We are a foolish people. Angels must shake their heads at us, but they know and see God, so they trust in what they know and realize He has a plan, and it will all be good.</span><br /><br />Life is a battle of good versus evil. People should realize this is why bad things happen to good people. Good has won, though. This is cause to sing and dance today!</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-62613658266616049782009-05-20T08:16:00.000-07:002009-06-09T11:46:50.399-07:0052<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMjgKO1AvQ0dm_RloFrN4F-m5cXnPAa47UHg12g2gsBkzpDbYoEyFtTRg7290Qt_sZ2yDVy_tOJSeQPwdjJilfn796RV-fpsIqin1c8b4J6dQTHKpCS_K37eCikwroXKoYgNvgyRjpugA/s1600-h/Riding+the+Last+Wave.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345401191112042226" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMjgKO1AvQ0dm_RloFrN4F-m5cXnPAa47UHg12g2gsBkzpDbYoEyFtTRg7290Qt_sZ2yDVy_tOJSeQPwdjJilfn796RV-fpsIqin1c8b4J6dQTHKpCS_K37eCikwroXKoYgNvgyRjpugA/s320/Riding+the+Last+Wave.jpg" /></a><br /><div>I look at the burning hunger for people to express themselves, to be taken care of, to be recognized ... and the lack of focus that is generated by not knowing what they truly desire. Everyone wants to be heard ... but, is what we are saying going to serve us in the long run? Mistakes made early or late are still mistakes that impact our lives. Truths change with knowledge in society. Wishful thinking gives us people who get angry and hate one another ... yet, there is beauty everywhere you look! Ah, the irony of life!<br /><br />Everyone is beautiful, some are just more marketable than others. Every day with breath is a blessing, anything past that is ego ... my two realizations in life ... 52!</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8382963977675649736.post-71766848837506862602009-05-19T12:49:00.000-07:002009-06-09T10:45:35.409-07:00Joining Twitter and the social network revolution<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIYVC8hKjoJUn36IjLGkw5b6e6w5JQIqswV7iYK3f77HJXLyPImpmKmV4JDQfjvZPWno2GM2NLXmwc0_0aUYkJ2imYkDICYTXpmy7yxhG2Q2v3w-vJ3j7MCI8b22PS1MPWciqvFmVorEE/s1600-h/Passion.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5345385382792232338" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIYVC8hKjoJUn36IjLGkw5b6e6w5JQIqswV7iYK3f77HJXLyPImpmKmV4JDQfjvZPWno2GM2NLXmwc0_0aUYkJ2imYkDICYTXpmy7yxhG2Q2v3w-vJ3j7MCI8b22PS1MPWciqvFmVorEE/s320/Passion.jpg" /></a><br /><div>I am a child of faith, a photographer that sees life in images and words. The last 51 years have prepared me for change being a constant ... yet Twitter, Facebook, flickr have altered the way I now look at the world. So many people are left behind with the rapid advances technology is bringing.<br /><br />It is awesome that there are so many people and tools to help with all these changes. The wave of the future is already here, and the changes are continuing to emerge. I can now take images that would have cost me a small fortune 5 years ago, and make them available for anyone to see. It has cost me the way I use to do things, and that is now the biggest challenge to address.<br /><br />Life has begun anew, and what tomorrow brings is going to be interesting, but I am not worried. I know who holds the future, and I trust that He will provide the ways to stay rooted and grounded in love, honor and the ability to serve others. That is the joy that I look forward to sharing, and it is this very change that allows me to move forward.<br /><br />Thanks to one and all who share their knowledge, love and support. The future is terrible, yet exciting, contentious yet filled with love and power.</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06068425077338496533noreply@blogger.com0